My mum’s story and the H1N1 vaccination

A tribute to my mum, and how I became a Mom On A Spiritual Journey

This blog has been created in memory of my mum/mom, Margaret Elizabeth Hubbard (nee Lawrence), who passed away on July 27th, 2010 in Chichester in the UK.

She lived a long, healthy and full life, and when older and immune compromised was persuaded to have the H1N1 vaccination by her local surgery.

The full story of her passing here - if you are older or have an older relative who is immune-compromised, you may find this link useful.

If you do, pass the information on and raise awareness, I know for a fact it’s what my mum would have wanted and you would be creating a tribute to her and others who have suffered from receiving this vaccination by doing so.

While she was very ill and spending time in a hospice, she finally admitted to me that she ‘knew’ energy and confirmed that both myself and my oldest daughter are ‘like’ her

My Mum and I - pic taken late '90s

For a number of years I have been drawn to attend workshops of many different kinds, without really knowing why.

As I child I ‘knew’ energy and could ‘unpack’ body language, but didn’t have the words to explain it.  I would ‘know’ when an adult was hiding emotions and not expressing them, or saying one thing and meaning another.

I also ‘got’ the message from both of my parents that it was not acceptable to speak about any of this in the house and that I should deal with any strong emotions of my own by going to my room and getting them out in private.

So - as many children do - I did what I was told.

Both my parents did a great job despite what you read above – there is no judgement here

Through talking to my mum and doing research with other family members, I know that both my parents did the best they could do.

They both had really difficult starts in life and did their best to improve the chances of their children doing better than they did.  They’ve definitely achieved that and the next generation is all the better for it – what I call ‘legacy parenting’.

On my own journey I have been fortunate enough to be able to clear most of the issues or emotional damage that any wrong thinking or parenting mistakes on behalf of my parents caused.

Any that still come up as I ‘unfold the onion’ of personal development I’m working on as they arise.

As anyone knows who is on any kind of spiritual journey or personal development journey, it’s always a work in progress.

My mum spoke out, and validated my experiences so I’m continuing that legacy

Despite being from a different generation and having the cards stacked against her when younger, my mum had to courage to speak the truth with me and gave me a great legacy.

She validated my awareness and experiences so it’s in her memory and to continue that legacy that I write this blog.

Thanks again, Mum!